Why are there no "real" friends in our lifetime.?

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maybe there are real friends in life maybe there aren't most people who say they have friends think that since a person doesn't hate them then that person is there friend
i prefer to believe that there are real friends in life and i am trying desperately to find them before years i had a best friend we even wanted to be brothers but now he denies that we were ever friends and he hate's me i have moved on
i am trying to find a true friend who would listen to me when i am talking about my feelings and at least try to understand me without making fun of me someone with whom I can have fun and enjoy that someone's company