I feel like I don't have any friends or anyone I can trust?

[Ariadne]

Everyone at school has "best" friend(s). I do hang out with some people but I can't trust them and it seems like they always exclude me out. Like today, on facebook they made a status and tagged everyone in the group I hang with except me. I feel so left out, this is not my first time, my first time it was at school, we had group work and my group I hang with are in the same commerce class as me, we all grouped up and one person wrote everyone's name down. and then when miss called out the group names, my name was not part of it and the person who wrote said to me "Oh woops, I forgot to write your name, soz" .... It made me feel so cut because I have known them since year 7 and hang with them since year 9... and now I am in grade 10.

I am on holidays right now and when I go back to school I just feel like leaving everyone and focus on my study alone in the library at lunch and recess.

When is the best time to find a true friend?

Even seeing wedding shows, especially bridesmaid helping the bride... I always think that when it comes to my wedding... I probably will not have any close friend to be my bridesmaid. Although.. I shouldnt be worrying about marriage yet since I am only 16 but then just a short thought about it kind of hurts me inside...