I feel so lonely, left out, depressed, and sad. I need your help!?

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It seems like you started smoking in order to be respected in their eyes. Smoking whatever it may be, hookah, weed, cigs is never good for you. Those kids were using you for hookah, and videotaped you for their own entertainment, they are cruel assholes. Don't try to get their attention back, because your begging and pleading is only gonna give them the satisfaction that you feel worthless and unwanted without them. Newsflash, those assholes are worthless, not you. Even though its hard and a pain in the arse, find someone how respects you for you and would stand up to whoever hurt you like that. Don't sell yourself short, you seem like you would be a very thoughtful and loving friend. Good luck Keep your head and smile, you never know whose attention you might catch.