It's been a year and I'm not over him?

[hayspy]

this will change your whole perspective.
go buy a few grams of good weed and some good rizlas and tabacco and a lighter and 3 litres of beer.
once you have that list, choose a good place to arrange to meet him on a saturday night, somewhere like a laid back park with a big view but not windy at all!
then surprise him with your intentions. he will be blown away most likely but insist he joins you or call him a pussy.
after a while you will be able to open up to each other and you will see things better.