How do you disown your own child?

[BlueDesert]

If he is your LEGAL BIOLOGICAL FATHER there is no way he can get out of paying child support for you until your 18th birthday. There is NOTHING he can sign that would say he is not financially responsible. But YOUR MOTHER could file papers saying she does not want his support.
It is 100% legal for you to contact your dad.

He is YOUR father so you should contact him if you want to. Many times Moms try to protect their kids from an abusive father. But just as many times they make up lies to tell their kids about their father so the kid will no longer be interested in knowing about their dad. You don't know what the REAL story is-because you have only heard your mother's side of it. I think you should go ahead and message him. Maybe he won't want contcact with you,but my guess is he will and may have been searching for you all this time. Many mothers do/say evil things about the biological father and none of them are true. The only way you will know for sure is to contact your dad and hear his side of the story. Take it slow. This can be a stressful experience for father and child. If he says he wants no contact you will have to respect that. Remember he probably has a wife and kids that don't know you exist. Good luck