No rude comments please ! I've been dealing with suicide and depression for some a year and some time now .I'v?

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e , been bullied in school and out of school via , facebook twitter , texting . and it's to the point were i had to switch my schools out last semester because of it but the school board sent me back to the school . I had problems and sucidial thoughts at and it's happening again . I'm only 17 years old i recently joined the cheerleading team to get my mind off things. but i was told if i couldn't get the moves right I would get cut off smh . but to me the suicide stuff is happening again and to me the school i go to isn't a good environment for me . so i wanna go into a high school diploma program to get my education and then to come were i feel safe at home . to me who to say I wouldn't get me far . cause if I continue to go through it ima just be in guidance every single day . and it's crazy my mom doesn't understand she just tells me to brush it off or let it go it isnt that easy . because she isn't going through it and it' hurts not to have anyone to talk to cause my mom works 2 jobs . and by the time she come home she i am asleep I just wanna do what's best for me and my safety help please someone you may save my life . thanks for reading