How do I talk to him ?

[Hashim]

You're putting too much value on him and you are not realizing your value. He is a human being just like you. There is nothing special about it. When you talk to him you just do it like you would talk to any other person. The reason why you think it's so hard to talk to him is because you are putting him on a pedistal. You need to knock that pedistal down, become more secure with yourself and just talk to him.