Why did this have to happen?

[flying carpet]

You have created this dark hole by YOUR THOUGHTS !!!! You are in a continuous loop of negative thinking and doom and gloom,what you think you become !!!!
Its time you started to make something of your life before you have serious mental health issues.
What you focus on persists so STOP the negative thoughts.
Think of postive things and set goals in life and go and get them.
Study the subconscious mind,google it and study it,learn how it works and start changing your thought patterns.
Stop posting on here expecting others to help you,think for yourself and become stronger.