Need some help if i should keep my dream of becoming famous?

[R M]

Your question is a little all over the place, so if I miss a part of your question, I apologize. I'm 30 years old, and let me tell those crappy feelings you're having are normal. Life isn't a box of chocolates - it's a box of "Every-flavor Beans", and you never know which flavor you're gonna get.

But, you can increase your chances of getting the yummy flavors by doing what you're doing right now. You're trying to make something of yourself at a young age, and that will really help you life (and your dad's life) be better in the future. Okay, now on to your question...

You could try being a professional party/event clown. With YouTube and some good networking, you could probably become pretty famous doing that. With enough popularity, you might be able to command very high rates.

How about public speaking? People make over $100,000/year doing that. It takes a while to get started, but you'll be teaching people, helping them better themselves, and you can become famous. It requires a lot of travel, though.

Since you're so young, you could get a part-time job to help you dad with the bills, and in your spare time, put your face all over the internet. I mean, you could become a worldwide advocate for helping people or whatever you want. Start a Youtube channel, a blog (or a video blog), get on all the major social networks (twitter, facebook, etc), join online and offline clubs to network with people who enjoy the kind of thing you're all about, and maybe they'll like your youtube vids or blog and they'll tell their friends. When you get enough popularity, you can sell advertising on your website, get your videos sponsored, get paid for public appearances or speaking engagements, and so on.

You could do a pod cast, instead of youtube, with the stuff I mentioned in the previous paragraph.

By the way, public speeches can be done online now. You could live-stream the speeches from your home computer with any website that lets you do that. If you're good enough, you might be able to charge people for attending. I know a lady who charges $600 for one week of online classes, and each class is only 2 hours long. I'm not saying you have to teach, but I'm just letting you know it's a possibility.

With the internet, especially, there are so many ways to leverage your talents and hobbies and interests. After you gather answers here, snoop around on the internet, and I bet you'll find TONS of ways to make money doing the things you mentioned. You might even get rich or famous along the way.