need help conceiving maybe.?

[Leah]

I am 18, my boyfriend the same. Last year if you would've asked me if I ever wanted children I would have completely rejected the idea. Well, this year my boyfriend and I accidentally conceived and over the time period she was here, we completely readied ourselves and accepted the ideas of being parents. Yes, even beyond the cute stage. Actually we looked forward to it, our first priority. She stayed for five months then sadly passed away. Here's the thing now we'd like to try again. We're just fixing to move in together and working. I have this void it seems, aching for another child. Not to replace my daughter, most definitely not that, but because I have set myself up for it wholeheartedly and it was taken from me.