I feel terribly alone and need life advice?

[Jess]

This may sound crazy, and if you're completely against religion, you might not like this idea as much, but try praying to God and asking Him what you should do. If there's nothing else you can do, try giving a bit of faith to the unseeable.

You're problems are very first world problems, and I'm sure if you start thinking of positive things, you'll figure it out sometime. Money doesn't make the world go round, and in the end, money is nothing.

Please don't take any offense if you don't like my suggestion. I just merely gave advice that you are seeking. Might not be the right advice, but it's something.