College motivation needed!?

[Jose]

Ok so I've never been a good student. I barely graduated from High School with a 2.7 GPA. My interest at first was music performance. Then stuff happened and I saw that it wasn't the thing for me. I then dropped out of school and started working for a multilevel market business called Primerica. I loved the people there, they always keep you motivated which I think is part of the problem. I then got out of that company because it just wasn't working for me. I came back to school and after so much experimenting majors I've finally decided that I want to be a Social Worker. I am 200% sure I want to do this because I like helping out. Ok, anyway, I started school this last semester and at first I started off really good. I got all my classes and I met up with some friends there. Then it all started to cramp up together. I started getting lost. It was so much work that I started skipping class, which of course just made me even more lost. I'm ending this semester with 2 F's and 3D's. It is horrible I know. I just don't know how to do this. I don't work so I don't have an excuse. I did procrastinate. I am a huge procrastinator and I don't know. I just need something to look for. I have a girlfriend. I have a car. I have a healthy family. What else do I need? Why am I in need of something else? Please help. I do want to improve myself. I really do. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. How have you guys stayed strong and pushed 'til the end?