Why does my ex bf still hate me?

[Amateuractor976]

You've been broken up for over a year. Stop driving yourself crazy over all of this. Seriously, I hate my ex and he was my first love. When I say hate, I mean hate from the depths of my soul. I mean, there is nothing he could ever do to make it up to me or get back in my good graces, and I haven't spoken to him in 5 years. That's just the way things go sometimes.

You can't control how someone else feels about you. Sometimes there's no understanding it, sometimes there are no explanations. Everything in love doesn't always get resolved to your satisfaction. You can't worry over a guy who isn't even your boyfriend anymore. All of that energy that you're wasting on trying to figure this out could have been better spent with you learning to move on and love someone else. Let it go.