I'm a depressed teen girl. Advice please? Please read this I know It's long ..?

[Julie]

My mom was a prositute and my dad was a drug dealer in and out of jail. My mother dump me 5 to a step family who got a divorcee FML moment. I was rape at 14 for having a social life and trusting stupid people. Whoopy for me. I have been depressed for some time. Until recently. Dont worry about a boy your still young. Even threw all that im attending college and making my life better! I am happy now. Time will come. God wouldnt put you threw something he knew you couldnt handle. I know its not easy being a teenage girl. I was kick out at 17 too. Here I am atronger then ever! Be strong and keep your head up if I can you can too. I pray for you. The older you get the more you see why things happen. I too had suicide thoughts. I was once an almost OD I think I ment for things in life. You are too. Please please atay up and postive.