I'm a depressed teen girl. Advice please? Please read this I know It's long ..?

[Sasha H]

ah I understand I'm sorry to hear about the divorce but at least you still get to see your dad and brothers and your mum lets you. Your mum is probably strict because she loves you and doesnt want you to fall into a bad crowd or a bad situation you just need to have a chat with her about her being ovet defensive be tactful of course but she loves you and just wants the best for you. Your friends must love you for you otherwise whats the point of being friends with them? This boy don't hanker after him just be sad and move on there is the right guy for you somewhere just be patient you're only 15 you have plenty of time to think about relationships. I'm sorry to hear about your nan it's hard to loose a loved one you must grieve over her. I know how it is to be suicidal but please dont do it what a waste of a young life one day youll be happy and youll look back and be so glad you didnt go through with it. You sound like such a nice misunderstood girl I'd like to be you're friend.:-)