I am in the most confusing moment in my life?

[GrandMary]

I think you are being played big time. I would never let that happen to me. Get yourself a girl that you can actually see and not texting, calling, etc. She makes excuses not to see you but she certainly accepts your gifts. Drop her, pal. You deserve better. Join an exercise class or another group, take some classes and stay away from the methods you are using now for friendship. Good luck and God bless.