My Heart or.. Did I disappointed him ? How come he cares but he don't show it?

[Norina]

I've been support in that guy and he's working' with MUSIC industry! It complicated back in the day because I was pretending to be someone else.. in the social media and there where I've met him.. I was using some hot girls pics.. But my plan was not to get attention.. I'm muslim.. I can't use my own pics.. That's why I always go to steal and I know it's a dumb thing to do but It wasn't to get his ATTENTION! Anyway he start adding' me and we've chat Lot.. been close.. he advices me we become closer I've been in crush and I'm sure he is too by my own persona r my own emotions came in this heart 4 him.. I told him my dream is to reach U.S.A. and make my career there.. he was lil doubt about is that REALLY ME! I was try hard to look real but It didn't WORK! one girl catches me and exposed me to HIM! he gets mad he DELETED me and said I had enough with her.. I can't get over him I want him back with the REAL ME because now I'm regretting everything and become 100% REAL but he still don't wanna talk with me .. WHY? why he cares in the 1st place.. he told that girl I hope she's gonna be real one day.. Ok here I' am but is it about my heart or .. ? Did I disappointed him ? How come he cares but he don't show it? because he's been my victim I CAN'T THINK ANYMORE help me what should I believe ?