help? how to fix my life?

[Maddie]

If your on twitter follow me and we can talk. I haven't figured out how to IM on here so sorry about that. Anyway, one is to talk to a teacher/coach/whatever okay I know it's like what people always say. But go to someone you trust. If it were me I would go to my science teacher. He's really young(25 I think). He coaches basketball and has talked people out of suicide before. Coach TJ is just one of those people that make you laugh no matter how pissed off you are. Find someone like him. They can help you off of the drugs. At my school they have tutoring after school if you take AP classes. Almost all of my friends HAVE to stay after to understand. Ask if you can get help after school one day. If you want to be happy play sports. That is what I do and hey you may just turn out to be good. If you're tall try soccer or basketball. Strong try weightlifting or football(even if you're a girl I am too and if I can land it I'm taking weightlifting). If you are fast do track or play baseball/softball. If you wanna hit something play volleyball or tennis.