Why Doesn't Anyone Like Me?

[Sam]

Everytime I like a guy.... He starts dating my best friend.. It's a different friend and guy everytime but I never get a chance with anyone. I have never had a boyfriend and I don't think anyone likes me. I have brown hair, tan skin, and brown eyes. I am really nice to people but no one has ever liked me! I don't know what it is... All my friends now have boyfriends and had lots of them.... I have a lot of guy friends but non of them seem to feel that way about me. I mean I have been called pretty and beautiful by my guy friends and some of them I have like (and they know it) but I don't think they actually think that! I know it's stupid but I starve my self now because of it and I have had suisidal thoughts. I really want someone to like me because I feel unwanted!! My friends that are girls are always like guys are stupid they don't know what there thinking when ever we bring up the fact that I have never had a boyfriend! I have tried so many different things to change myself so that someone will like me but non of them seem to work. I keep thinking how I just wanna kill myself but I know that's not the right choice no matter how much I want it to be.