Thoughts of becoming a murderer (please read thoroughly)?

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You can call a crisis hotline and talk to someone if your having issues. Good that you recognize it, it is very hard to be a kid. We all were kids once, it is full of peer pressure and you also have people trying to guide you through life because your still considered not to be an adult yet. There are many people in the world who have strange thoughts, but they don't act them out. Your family may not be able to afford therapy is what I am guess because it is very expensive. I would suggest finding things to do like fun projects you can work on like inventing things keep yourself and your mind busy. It is important that you control your emotions and don't let them control you. You can have a happy life you just need to be pro active and find what you like to do the best aside playing video games There are lots of rec centers that have kids sports and things to do I would ask your parents about those. You only have one chance to live you can turn things around and make your life a positive force in the world