I feel like I have a mental problem.?

[Ryan]

Hi.
I know it's stupid ask a question like this on Yahoo Answers. But I really do think I have a mental problem. My mom and I have a rough relationship. We argue almost every day, and about really small things. Sometimes it's extreme, but most of the time it's small. I know that my mom overreacts and is not like typical mothers. She's not strict. She actually gives me a lot of privileges, and support. But when I make one tiny mistake, it's hell. She really thinks ahead to the future, like my college life and so forth. Even my wedding life (I'm 15). She's right, and I think to myself that I should change my life around for the better. But the next day? I forget it. I seem to just not listen, and in the moment I don't care. But after the argument, I feel complete guilt, sadness, and anger. If this keeps up, I think something will happen, and really make me... Regretful. I've even thought about drugs and suicide at some points in my life. I'm not a spoiled guy too, at least in my opinion. But I know that 90% of our arguments is because of me, and me being the problem. Distractions really get to me too. Like video games, social media, and daydreaming.
My dad never really talked to me too much. He's a good dad, but he ignored me too much when I was younger, to the point where I feel a little left out. My mom always talks about how I'm "turning into him" and it's horrible. My sister's always been really nice, yet strict. She's five years older, so she's like another mom to me, in a way. But when the time comes, she always sides with my mom, and tells me I have to change. I've thought about counseling, and more. But the main problem is that I don't listen, and frankly, don't care. No matter how hard I try to change, I end up in my same old self.
A lot of minuscule problems revolve around my life, and that gives me a lot of stress. I've always been a popular guy, but I feel like 1% of my friends actually are my friends. The only close escape I've had is music. Playing music since I was 3, that was my getaway. I'd take long walks at my old school with my favorite song plugged in my ears, but end up punching the brick walls out of anger. Anger issues is a factor too. I feel like I have ADD, and I can't focus on school.
A lot of this is complicated, and this isn't even the half of it. But I wanted someone's thoughts, cause I can't seem to find my own. Please, no rude answers. I've had plenty of those.
Thanks,
Ryan