Why do I feel like this?

[Bill Bob]

I am not of your gender, but I have been through this I still am. ditch the friends they aren't true friends, they aren't true friends because (this might sound dark but) friends are people you make fun of to their face at a mutual ground. I to am failing at almost everything in school even though it is purposefully it is all the same. I am over weight, never had a girlfriend I've been trying all this year but she sill fails to acknowledge me. I have gone through all of this and I am only 17. Live life to the fullest don't worry about others worry about yourself and the rest shall come with it.