I'm sooooo sad.. Please help..?

[thunderingfuel045]

I know this is really long and everything, but it will mean a lot to me if you help me and give me advice. To start off, I am 16 and a sophomore in high school. I only have like 3 friends, but my friend, Katie is my very best friend. I am getting to the point where my self esteem is dropping really low. I basically have one friend because my friend, Deanna, treats me kind of bad lately so I hang out with her a lot. But anyways, I just feel sad. I feel like nobody likes me and that if I were to die, that nobody would care (Except for, of course, my family and Katie) but nobody else. Anyways, I feel depressed because I am sooo jealous of this girl named Hannah that's in my class. She is absolutely gorgeous. She is just so beautiful. Just to tell you, I am NOT a lesbian, but I was looking at her Facebook photos, and I was sooo stinking jealous of her. People were like, "You are so pretty, you need to take some ugly pills" and all of that. But I was so jealous because she had pictures of her and her boyfriend kissing and stuff and she is just soo beautiful and she had pictures of her and her like 5 friends and I just want that much friends who I am really close to and I just want to be beautiful just like her. Hannah is naturally pretty, she doesn't need to wear makeup, she is seriously naturally pretty. Me on the other hand, needs makeup. Even if I wear makeup, I still am not pretty. I am thinking its just my nose because I was born with a Cleft Palate and I had all the surgeries done except for one which I'm getting it done January or February. I am extremely excited for my surgery. But anyways, I wish I was at least half as pretty as Hannah is. I mean, she's the total package. She's strikingly beautiful, she's outgoing, she has like millions of friends and all the teachers like her. Like, my guy teacher always talks to her and jokes with her and stuff. I don't think none of the teachers like me. All the teachers have their favorites and I definitely am not one of the