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tennislove · 11-17-2013, 01:07 AM

Honestly i dont even know where to start I know that no one will understsnd the complexity of my relationship but im so lost and humiliated and I dont know what to do i need imput from someone.. I need help.. my boyfriend broke up with me for good... said he is done with me he told me "f***" you and everything. He deactivated his face book a few months ago. I told him a few days ago that I would deactivate my Facebook because I didn't want it to cause any problems in our relationship. He said okay babe. He has huge trust issues with me I've never cheated on him and I never would but he has caught me in a few little lies in the past so he doesn't trust me... and I did deactive it for a short short time, maybe a day and i turned it back on cause I get bored and I like to skroll through my homepage.Well we fought a little bit earlier today and he turned on his Facebook when I wasn't on it and he said wtf you told me you deactivated it this is the last straw we're done for good.. now he doesn't believe ANYTHING I say..I feel beyond terrible and humiliated, I can't believe I have ruined the best thing in my life. I told him that I'm sorry and that I really was going to deactivate it and that I just get bored and like to check my Facebook, I'm not cheating on him or being sneaky (my profile picture is of me and him) it says I'm in a relationship everything.. and thats the truth. but I understand why is he so angry at me because he thinks I was lying, I didn't deactivate it like I told him.I just don't know what to say to him.. or if I should say anything at all. It may sound stupid cause it involves Facebook but I knew that he already had trust issues with me, I should not have liked to him. I feel incredibly stupid and like no one can understand if I try to talk to them. I guess my question is.. what should I do. We've been dating for almost a Year and I love him with my whole heart.. I want my future with him. Help please Sad