how would you feel if a friend of yours wrote this message to you on Facebook?

[Mallory H]

Earlier tonight I was feeling angered by an old school friend of mine because she's been ignoring me but seems to have time for her other friends and I've lashed out at her and this was the message I wrote to her

"Since I've always been nice and friendly towards lots of people do I deserve to have super close friendships with everyone? Also do I deserve to do and have all kinds of fun and exciting activities with people such as go on road trips, concerts, barbecues, parties and amusement parks? Those are the kind of friends I want to have and I don't understand why I'm not friends with these types of people, one thing what really angers me is my old high school buddies get treated like royalty when they're being nice to people but I get treated like a piece of garbage whenever I'M being nice to people, I should be given a mansion, millions of $ and thousands of close friendships with the high class people just for even being nice to people!
I also think I should be close friends with you and your friends just for staying in touch with you when all what you and them are doing to me is shunning me left and right! What the hell did I do to deserve getting shunned off! Right now I am VERY angry with you right now!"

I feel bad for that I've had to lash out at her like that because I do like her as a friend and would like to go back and relive the old days again, she did respond and told me that she's gonna block me if I keep on writing these kind of messages to her again.