I'm faking someone help me!?

[StrangerDanger]

So one day I was just playing around and made a fake profile of this girl. And I was gonna stop the next day but this guy messaged me and we started talking and I fell in love. He kept wanted to see me and I couldn't because I was obviously fake so months later he broke up with me. Then I made a different account of someone else and we fell in love again and 4 months later we broke up because I never saw him. Then I made another one and it was the same guy, and about a month in. A half later he started getting angry because I still didn't see him. So I told him the truth and told him who I was. ( we know each other in real life before everything) and he got furious and didn't answer his phone or texts and he blocked me and got very angry. I'm really sad because I'm in love with him but I'll never have a chance. I deleted all the other accounts of made as well. I miss him and I'm getting lonely and he already found someone new. They aren't official yet but they date. I'm really heart broken about it because I don't want to see the person I'm in love with, with someone else. So last night I made a new fake account and I was thinking of talking to him and get him to break up with the real girl he's with. But I'm having second thoughts. Should I do it? Or leave him alone so he can be happy. I'm just so lonely and depressed without him. I've been with him for close to a year. Btw we're both teens and go to the same high school. What should I do? And how do I stop pretending to be people?