Why i love her too much?

[Christopher]

Peer,
Bon Jour from Montreal,
You have no idea you are in the LGBT category, do you.
I see from your past questions and answers you are a spiritual person.
I I do not know the details of how you fell in love, but I suspect it is a teenage infatuation, and she was probably smart to turn you down.

Have you a job that can support her and a possible family? Does your very short history of any love story prove to her you can romance her for the rest of you lives? Have you even been in any way intimate?

As you say, "too much" is just that. Your brain is wired to your dick, Wait a while until you can separate the organs.