complicated stuff help me guys pls :(?

[Brooke]

oh hi guys.this is going to my first question and i'm little bit excited.
i have a crush, umm more than crush maybe i fell in love to him but he is my ex-boyfriend's ex-friend.i have been stalking him for 2 years and one day i decided to follow him on twitter.and things happened.we started to talk.everyday.everyhour.
my ex boyfriend cheated on me with "x".x cheated on my crush with my ex-boyfriend.my ex and my crush were friends before the things happened.
my crush doesnt know i am the girl who am i.and im worried about it.if he knows it how he react.i really afraid of losing him
oh guys please help me