What's it like growing up as a normal 15 yr old teenage girl?(my parents lock me up at home)?

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Im 15 yrs. Im not normal, I don't have a smartphone,laptop or ipod or a social life. My parents practically lock me at home all day long, I just go to school, then come back for extra maths lessons. I ve never being to a cinema or a mall in my life. I steal my mum's old cell phone to use. My life is largely unproductive and Im constantly bored and I cry sometimes. If I stay in front of the TV for up to five minutes, my dad will scold me send me away. I recently dropped out of special students class(class for geniuses) and they scraped it out later, my parents didn't believe me when I told them. Im depressed and socially awkward-really awkward and unoticed at school. I want to know what it's like being a 15 yr old girl please? Where do you go with your friends? What smartphone and laptop do you use,do hv an ipod too? Do you have a boyfriend? What do you do together, Are you close to ur parents and tell them most things? Do they understand you or they mostly shout at you? etc