I used to think I was pretty but?

[Karina]

well this is not really a question, but I guess I can elaborate, I have always been called called pretty/beautiful/gorgeous, in person and online. Yet I have never had a bf or kissed a guy before, i'm going to be 19 in a few months, I have always been the quiet shy type...friendly yet not social, if that makes sense...and it sucks some days because I feel like absolutely no hope in ever finding the one, my best friend who I love to death is like a sister to me, gets all the attention, she's more social, she even has a bf who she is engaged with and still flirts with the cute guy, and thinks its okay to go out on a date with him knowing he likes her, even though she is engaged, the only guys that liked me were the nerdy/ugly ones while this Cute guys gave her the time of day...yet it didn't help my situation having no cell phone, nor facebook/twitter/instagram all through high school....anyway I wish I could give u a happy ending, but there isn't one yet, anyway the point I want to make is to not feel sorry for yourself, there is days when I get sad bc of my situation in the relationships department, HA! as if there is one lol..but look ahead of you..God has amazing plans for you, and you will find the one when you least expect it, at least that's what I like to think..hope this helps and makes you realize that you're not alone..anyway feel free to message me..