What is this strange feeling and has anybody else had it?

[esmerelda]

It's perfectly normal. You could be bi, but odds are you are simply finding role models. These teachers are intelligent, adult women and they are probably the kind of woman you want to be. What you're feeling is mostly admiration. It's okay. There is nothing wrong with you. Hero-worship of a potential mentor is part of growing up and becoming your own person... which is why you have this admiration for women who are not your mom.

Don't worry about it. If you do turn out to be bi or lesbian, that's okay too.

She probably deleted you because (1) if it's a private FB account, it's probably for her family and friends, NOT her job, and (2) she may be afraid you've got a sexual crush and that can destroy her career. So don't cyber-stalk her.

As for not having much feeling for teenage boys... sweetie, I went through 4 years of high school and never met a single boy who was interesting enough to crush on. I'm bi, but I'm very, very picky.

And there's nothing wrong with being picky, either; I've never had an STI or a teenage pregnancy.

Follow your dreams.