Will suicide actually help my problems?

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you have depression, its a real illness and is making you believe things that are irrational, like the hopelessness that you feel and that you are ugly. you're not ugly but women can smell insecurity. Try an older woman... A cougar would love to take in a young cutie like you, and teach you some things about the world.

You have to try. If you want something you just do it, not give up. giving up is called wishful thinking. Goals are things you act on and fully intend to actualize.

Unfortunatley, you have learned first hand that college degree does not = success and that the degree programs are for jobs that aren't even there anymore. ITs the tradesman and the healthcare workers that are getting all the jobs.

Why cant you get a job with the city, at the Recreation center, just for now... a city/government job is a sweet deal, benefits beneftis benefits and big $$.

I'm 27 and live in my car and cant even get looked at when I apply for a job. you have it good. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. You are still a baby and have like 60 more years of life left.