Will suicide actually help my problems?

[Emily]

First of all, you are not ugly. Second, quit your band so you can do work properly. 3.5 years for a nursing degree? Worth it. You're only 25 you're still so young so what if you spend another 3 and a half years doing a degree? Better than flipping burgers. Once you get a proper job you'll get your life back on track and all those other things you mentioned will be ok again. Don't give up on life and it won't give up on you. You can still change your life, there IS a way up, you just have to find it. Life is hard but there is always a way up to get back on your feet.