Really fed up and needs help?

[Louise]

This is long but please answer someone, I really feel like my life won't get better one minute everything is ok then it all goes wrong and I'm getting fed up of it my family pay me know attention at all I'm an outsider and don't get on with any of them I'm 16 I live with my nan who is dying, I only have 2 friends there both inlove and choose there boyfriends over me never have time for me or to see me anymore. I always feel useless and lonely with no family or friends to speak to. I have Been raped in the past and nearly everyone hates me I have no future no grades no ambition no hobbies no friends no family that actually show me love and attention I feel so lonely and depressed and just don't know what to do :'( someone give me advice please I would really appreciate it thank u x