Why am I becoming so antisocial?

[Fin]

"I don't deserve to live."
I'm going to stop you right there.
Let me tell you. You are completely fine. More than fine, actually. The day I realised that I didn't want to hang out with my friends anymore was the day I started to love myself. Listen. High school girls/middle school girls (whatever grade you're in) are all idiots. They praise those with social lives and value the number of friends you have over your actual self worth.
Being alone is incredible. People always say to find the person you can be yourself around.
Well, for some people, that person is themselves.
Find a hobby and run with it. Ignore whatever people think of you. In your job interview, they aren't looking at how many facebook friends you have, they're looking at YOU. Start now, and be an awesome person.
I can see lots of potential in you already.