I have a weird knack of never having any good friends circle or friends?

[Rahul]

I dont know what it is about me but i never get any fixed good friends or a good friends circle and i usually end up alone..like going to a movie alone tmrw....I never get to have fun with friends and stuff like that and I am always bored in my home..though i like being alone i feel as though im missing something and i want to have good memories to look back..having fun with friends and everything....i had times like that way back but it was for a very short while and one way or the other i always end up being alone like a loner... for many years, in my childhood, i lived in a secluded place where there were no kids and less people and i think sometimes that i unknowingly, subconsciously repel people........ lol