My life is doing pretty bad?

[Cody]

I'm 15, a male, and I live in a very small town with nothing to do. My family is really awkward towards me. My sister understands me, I guess. My mom's boyfriend isn't understanding at all--my mom is much either. I have myself. Basically, I just sit on my Xbox/laptop, and just watch my life pass me by. Today's Friday--yes, I'm on my laptop. I have a girlfriend as well, but she's always doing shows; she's in the drama club, and she's always hanging with her friends. I also get jealous when she posts pictures on Facebook. WE'RE LONG DISTANCE, BY THE WAY! I get jealous when she goes out too. It's like my life will be terrible until I'm 18. I'm caught up with all my schoolwork, so that's great, but I'm just jealous of all the people that have fun. I'm not poor, not rich--just middle class, I guess. I like to make raps in my spare time, think about how it would be if I performed it in front of a lot of people, and that's basically how I keep myself company when I'm alone. I'm a funny guy. For sure! I also hate going out, myself. I like making people mad, and I like making people's days, you know? Today, I donated $3.85 to a gamer that was live streaming because he seemed like a great guy! I don't know what to do..