What is wrong with me?

[Akasm]

I'm 23 years old, and I feel quite insecure about my height, looks, and build, as I'm of medium stature, 5'9 to be exact, and medium build. I've quite often noticed that women will turn me down in favour of someone of a bigger build, lighter race, taller stature, or better looks, which I can understand is natural female tendency. However, I feel that I'm so ugly that I am unable to attract a girl. So far I've never had a girlfriend, I've never had sex, I've been rejected by every girl I've asked out on a date, and I've never even kissed a girl. It is quite sad, and hence I feel quite lonesome. I try and overcompensate for my shortcomings by having a nice personality, or being quite intelligent and interesting; I've graduated college with a high GPA, and I've travelled the world. However, no matter what I do, or how hard I try, I feel as if though I'm not very appealing to women. It is quite demoralising to walk with a group friends, and to see them receive attention from women while I'm to be completely ignored. My question is that am I so hideous that I can't even receive attention from a decent-good looking girl? I have been looked at a couple of times by ugly, fat girls, or girls who like young, but I am not interested in that. I do realise that to a women, personality is more important in a man then his looks, but that certainly doesn't seem to be the case as I've seen women date some of most stupidest, yet most attractive men around. I have been so demoralised by women that I have turned my attention to more constructive activities, such as photography, or cooking, yet it always comes back to me. People always ask me if I'm dating anyone, or if I've ever been involved with anyone. Sometimes I have to lie just to spare myself the humiliation of not having them think that I'm gay. One occasion, I told a girl she was pretty, and she said I was okay-looking, which was a huge blow to me. I have been called ugly, and short my many girls, and at times I ask god why he created me to be so ugly. People often mock me and tell me that I am sexually frustrated, which really hurts. Sometimes, I sit in a room and cry all day long because I can't bear the pain.

I am a mixed race guy, half indian, half italian, yet my face is quite juvenile, and I look really young for my age. I look at myself in the mirror and I've contemplated plastic surgery, but I am uncertain if it would help much. I have contemplated suicide as a potential option, as I am frustrated with my life. I feel as if I can never be happy, and that I am inferior to better looking people, and that god intentionally made me below average in looks so that I can't be as happy as those who are. I smoke a lot of cigarettes just to vent my pain. I don't have very many friends.

Again my questions are very simple.

1) Am I so hideous that I am unable to attract any girl, or even go out on a date? Also please do not tell me that you have seen better looking guys, as people have told me that before and I find it quite hurtful. If you think I'm average, ugly or good looking, just say one of the three.

2) Even though I have tried to overcompensate my mediocre looks by having a nice personality, I can always tell by body language, that no women will be excited to see me. What is wrong with me in that aspect?

3) Why is it that women will turn me down in favour for someone else? Am I so hideous?

4) If you do think I am ugly, do you think there is anything I can do to change it? or do you think it would be best to accept the fact that I am ugly and commit suicide?

Attached is a picture of me, in case you wonder what I look like.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=...=1&theater


Approximately 97% of our communication is through body language, and I can tell what a girl's intentions are just by reading their body language. I know how girls react when they're around me, and most of the time they aren't interested.
Attention: I do have a pic. If you had used your eyes, you would have seen the link.
Here is another link.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=...=1&theater
Many people often say its confidence that will draw women, but do you really think women care as much about confidence as they do about looks, build, and race? Some girls won't even look at me because I am mixed race, or because I am so short, or ugly. I have been shunned many times by women, and it really hurts.