What is wrong with me?

[Isabell]

(1) No. I don't find you to be as you describe "Hideous" or "ugly". I don't have a lot of guy friends, to be honest, but you seem fine to me.
(2) Well, I have two answers for you on this one. 50% of the girls today, are obsessed with crap lke Twilight and Justin Beiber. If I were you, I wouldn't let it get me down. Also, maybe you aren't looking in the right places. Maybe try expressing your like for cooking by taking a cooking class. Chances are, you'll end up near an attractive female.
(3) Not at all. I am female, and I'm going to try and speak for most of the girls out there, us girls have trouble deciding what we want. Don't give up.
(4) NO! Suicide is bad. I already said I don't think you are ugly, so please don't commit suicide. Like I said earlier, Maybe you aren't looking in the right places. Or, maybe you aren't looking at the right girl. Either way, there will always be someone who likes you, so don't give up.