i don't know what to do or how to feel?

[coconut]

You aren't any fun to be around right now. You are scared for your baby. You don't even recognize your own body. If you don't feel sexy then he won't see sexy. Most men don't care if you are a size one or a five. It is how you act.

I know that you are under a lot of stress right now, and being intimate in any way is probably the furthest thing from your mind, but wipe your tears, shave your legs, and paste on a smile, Work on seeing the positive side. Celebrate each milestone that your child reaches. Kiss him. Hold his hand.

Don't mope and ask him if he finds you attractive. The asking makes you unattractive. Also don't ask him if he finds other women attractive. He does, and asking him puts him in an akward position.

You may also want to talk to a dr. to see if you have postpartum depression and need some medication. There is no shame in getting help as your hormones get back in line.