will i be able to make a lawsuit and sue over this?

[Sami]

i was born with serious ADHD preventing me from being able to keep up with the class, however i was not diagnosed until i was 17 (2007). i admitted myself into the hospital over depression because of a girlfriend and i wanted to get help, that is when they discovered my ADHD.

that is when they prescribed me with ritalin and i was told to take 20mg a day, it made me feel real good. (one of the main symptoms of adhd is addiction, and u constantly try to give in to things that give you pleasure or stimulate the brain)

so i couldnt stop taking them, and this lead me to isolate myself at all times where i lost my ability to socialize with friends and to build relationships with anyone and i started to develop psychosis (seeing the devil everywhere i looked, etc.)

for four years i remained in isolation, alone in my dark basement where my mind was completely destroyed, ruining any chance of ever having a future.

in 2011 something so horrifying started to happen to me that i ran to the hospital and told them to get me off of this stuff because of what it was doing to me. i was then put on anti psychotics for the damage the ritalin caused me.

now 3 years later and nothing has gotten better and i still have terrible social anxiety and depression. i still have no hope for a normal future and the happy kid i once was is gone.

well i was taking the drug i developed a horrifying belief that i was going to hell with no way out (this is why i never attempted suicide) the belief is still with me now and my psychiatrist told me that while i was taking the ritalin, it caused me to fall under a delusion that has stayed with me.

i was never given any warnings that ritalin could do such horrible things to me. all i was trying to do was go to the hospital to get help for some problems i was having in 2007 only to be given a drug that was supposed to help me focus better and it lead to problems much worst.

MANY people who get diagnosed with ADHD do not actually have it. but with me who really has it, drugs like ritalin has a much more powerful effect on me mentally because of difference in my brain chemistry (i believe).

can i start a lawsuit over this? if so, who would i be suing.

all my memories of me enjoying life, involved with relationships, and being social, was before i was given ritalin.

ritalin is a horrible drug and should be taken off the market. it may not be that addicting to everyone but with me it was the most addicting drug i have done (i used to do cocaine, ecstasy, weed) but none of those drugs were as addicting as ritalin, for me. what do i do?
yes it can be proven that ritalin has caused all these symptoms,,,and yes i do have ADHD. and every symptom of it