am i becoming a psycho?

[Yohan]

i used to be very popular in high school but now i don't like people, i hate loud noises except the loud music i play. i was kind and gentle, now i want to hit people-get hurt and all. i didn't hit anyone til now but i was so close to it 2 times. i'm 17 but no girl friend, had 2 but 1 was a whore and the other one was a drama queen. i have violent thoughts alot i feel like screaming alot i feel like and do throw things and destroy something frequently. my facebook friends have increased but my real life friend circle is now an absolute zero. i don't smoke, drink or do drugs. i don't talk to girl, i have no interest in studies and i don't go anywhere except my home and i hate people visiting. so clearly i am psycho, so how can i stop being one?
i don't want to be perfect i don't need a good life i just want my old life. i know its kinda weird when 17 year olds say old life but i am psycho you shouldn't expect anything else.
i don't want to be perfect i don't need a good life i just want my old life. i know its kinda weird when 17 year olds say old life but i am psycho you shouldn't expect anything else.