internet pedophiles? what should i do? did i do the right thing?

[USA]

when i was 11 years old my mom got sick and went to the hospital in a coma. i had literally NO friends and was lonely so i found this chatting site online. for 13 and over...anyways i found this "girl" that said she was from India and was 19 years old and wanted a friend. she told me to give her my email address. she literally BEGGED me after i said no several times. i gave in. the reason why i didnt want to is because my full name was in my email address. anyway when she messaged me, "she" started talking about things that made me realize this was indeed a he. i asked her if she was a dude and he said yeah. he told me to not let that affect our "relationship''. i didnt. we stayed up from like 10-12 talking and when i said i had to go, he asked me if we could video chat. i sad i didnt have a webcam and i'd ask my dad if i could get one. he said ok ask him and said i love u. i said ok bye, then he got "sad" and said "u dont love me? " so out of guiltiness i said i love you.now thinking this over i doubt he was 19...i actually asked my dad for a cam but he said no. thinking back on it im glad i never got the camera.
he messaged me the next day and got mad when it took me a couple hours to answer. i told him i was sorry. he asked me about the cam and i said i didnt have one. i told him bye and the same "i love u" thing was done. over the next days i just forgot about him. he messaged me about four days later and never said anything else. i just deleted my email account a couple of months ago.

another problem is that i met this dude on omegle who was 30 something and he said he wanted to keep in touch. i gave him my twitter. he never messaged me again so i guess he was actually a good person. (still shouldve have done so but still) i was 12 then by the way.

also this 15 year old dude wanted to be friends on facebook. i met him a chatting site as well. i was 12 at the time. we exchanged facebook id's. later on in the conversation he wanted to talk about "sexual stuff" so i ended the conversation. he apologized and i logged off. i got back on fb laser on and he messaged me. he apologized again and i said its ok. about an hour later he wanted to talk about the same things i didnt want to talk about. i then unfriended him, reported, and blocked him.

anyway i have had a phobia for about a week that a news reporter was going to tell a story about this guy being sent to jail because of ________________ ie my name.

i want to become a public figure and think this is going to hold me back. nothing sexual was said but now im afraid to chase my dreams. im afraid to watch news ir even Google my name. i Google my name several times a week to make sure things are at "bay". i have no idea what to do and if i should see a therapist. what should i do? im 14 years old by the way. ive learned my lesson.

please only serious answers. i haven't done this in a couple of years and ts been on my conscious,
sorry for being so long. thanks in advance.