can u plz help cz i cant take it anymore ?

[Treacherous Mohan]

so i got bullied all the time from grade 1 till 8 but the worst time was in grade 8 when a guy pushed me on the wall and wanted to kiss me well i pushed him and ran away bcs of that people made up rumors that we were making out so then 12 graders bullied me and my best friends didnt wanna be seen with me at that point i started cutting myself and trying to commit suicide no one understood me and then on twitter someone hacked my account and started to write stuff that im a whore a bitch and i wanna suck ***** and a lot of really bad stuff and thats when i got even more depressed and at the end it turned out that my close friend was the one who hacked my account ...... now im in 9nth grade me and my family moved to another country and know everything is great school is great and friends are amazing but i keep on getting depressed and i keep on crying at night i dont know why do u think its because of what happened of all that bullying