i like a guy but im not gay Help?

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there's a guy is in a group called the janoskians an australian boy band who make funny videos.
they are only being recognized. his 18 and lives 35 minutes away From me..
i use to hate him but ever since he came back to my state ive had these feelings. i feel like his my brother even tho i don't no him. its interfering with my life if im home i dont really care too much.
but if i leave the house i say 'his probably on facebook now' and i could of had the chance to talk,,,
i even was crying wishing for a hugg
i feel so attached. is this an infatuation?
i admire and respect the guy.
i love females not guys.
i ask myself 'would i kiss him? then i say maybe than say no, it gets me worried maybe a litte bi-curious?
im 15. here is the link to his face
https://www.google.com.au/search?q=luke+...66&bih=666