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PLEASE HELP; still in love with ex boyfriend, lost my unborn baby, suicidal, depressed!?
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03-24-2014, 04:19 PM
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PLEASE HELP; still in love with ex boyfriend, lost my unborn baby, suicidal, depressed!?
Okay so heres the thing and this may be long but bare with me please i'll try make it shirt as possible; I need help and advice I'm litterally so depressed and the advice would help alot, from anyone.
I'm almost 18 years old and my ex boyfriend is 19 years old we first stRted datinf when I was 15 years old and we've known eachother for years! Our first relationship lasted only 5 months, he broke up with me because he couldn't deal with my childish behaviour I was 15! what did he expect... He broke up with me the night before I had to have an operation on my legs, I was so heart broken because him and I lost our virginitys to eachother and we were eachothers first relationship. I texted him for 6 months, yeah, 6 months begging for him back. I then decided to grow up and stop texting him or calling, I let him go. 3 months later he added me on Facebook we started talking and decided to meet up and we then got back together after 8 months, I was turning 17 I matured ALOT while we were broken up. When we got back together, he said he loved me more than ever and that he couldn't get over how beautiful I was, he said he loved me more thn anyone he would tell me everyday as I would tell him the same. he admitted he didn't love in our first relationship he just "really liked" me and I was happy he admitted it, but he said this time was different and that he was inlove with me. We couldn't stay away from eachother, I was inlove and still am. Hw then moved in with me at my parents my parents didn't mind as we are close to him. He payed rent, ahopped for my mum and helped around the house so he wasn't using me or my family. He would cuddle me all night, kiss me, say the sweetest things to me, I was so happy! we both were! the thing is, he has a problem with weed, his a pot head and is addicted to it if he didn't have it he would turn agressive it ruined him but I stayed with him, because I love him. After 7 months of being together, I fell pregnant at 17 ![]() We tried to stay friends, that didn't last long. 2 weeka or maybe even a week after breaking up with me I found out he was with a 14 YEAR OLD GIRL!! We then lost all contact because i got angry and abused him and his new girlfriend over Facebook. I haven't heard from him in 3 months, his girlfriend once inboxed me trying to make me jealous talking about their sex life and my abortion saying "haha how'd your abortion go? ![]() Anyways, after everything why do I still love him and cry for him? ![]() sorry its so long! thank you so much everyone who reads and answers xo! Ads |
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