I am depressed because my boyfriend looks at pornography?

[Ben]

Emma, don't beat yourself up so much about this. It's pretty normal for the majority of men (although most won't ever admit to it).

Perhaps you should offer to watch some videos with him. It could spark a pretty good night for you.

At the very least, you should talk to him....tell him how all of this is making you feel. Tell him that it's leading you to self harm.

Finally, and please trust me on this: A boob job is the last thing you want in this situation. Your reasons are all wrong and for the majority of guys, size isn't an issue anyway.