This boy I have loved for so long..my feelings are here to stay..forever?

[Ash]

Hi everyone... I am so glad your reading this because I have poured my heart and soul out to my friends about this guy I am deeply in love with..I feel as though they don't understand and theykeep giving me the same responses. can you help?

My name is ashley and i am in the 8th grade.. I am in love with this guy named Brandon.. he is also in the same grade as me.. we have all advanced classes together.. i see him a lot in the morning. i dress all pretty and look my best everyday for him... he is very very smart.. he is 6 ft tall ..has brown hair. i am the only one in my school who thinks he is the most handsome guy in the world.
You see I dont think i told you that i have liked him for 3 years and my fealings only get stronger.. every time i see him my heart skips a beat and i only want him to know that I love him more than the world.... i would do anything for him...
anyway enough of the mushy stuff... i will tell you what he does. ok so some days he stares at me..some days he avoids me.. But i can catch him looking out of the corner of his eye trying to see whati am doing.. or sometimes he pretends to crack his neck.. i laugh.. So then sometimes he is really loud because i think he wants me to hear him..idk... Wel all I say is that I think about him 99.9% of my day.. he makes me want to succeed in everything...
So him and i are in this club..french club..and we had a dinner friday night to sponser our club to raise money... He was there in nice clothes and I was there soooo pretty looking ...So he ends up looking at me half the time... i saw him..then he dropped a tray and everyone looked at him in the room because it made a sound..he looked embarassed...he looked at some pple and then looked straight at me..of course my friends and i were laughing.... then another time was when my bro was walking by the doorway..in the school so i smiled and waved to my bro..then brandon walks by the doorway and i was still smiling...his dad was there soo i didnt say anythin to him like i planned... I just love this kid... So i got allconfident but when he is at school its different....
There is one problem...there is this other girl...this girl by the name of chelsea..she flirts with everyone..all the guys including brandon...she comments on his wall..and he comments on her wall.. it gets me soo ticked off....shes not even that pretty...Should i worry about this? I dont think soo because she flirts with everyone... she makes remarks towards him when shes walking down the hall..like Brandi i love...in a childlike tone... God i hate her...
i have never really talked to brandon ..like a conversation.. but yet i love him... i think he might not like me because i havent talked to him before and i am not the most fit person,,,
i believe we have sooo much in common.. he is sooooo sarcastic...have you ever felt this way..
I am hoping that when i get to highschool he might like me idk.... pple tell me to keep my options openand move on but..I Cant ...... i just cant talk to himmm...ITs the most hardest thing i will ever have to do.. garunteed.

i believe i have told you everything there is to know about the guy i want to be with ......
dont you agree if there was nothing there i would have been over him a long time ago...
he's soo nervous around me it's funny..
I really am scared because if this doesnt work out I am afraid that I will never get ober him...aughhhhhh
please no stupid offensive comments..
if you really knew How ifeel inside ...you would be like.. wow she really loves him!!!
everyone thinks we should date and they werent all my friends who said that...

thanx i know it was long ..but i need a cincise answer.. that will give me answers..thanx ily.. <3
2 days ago - 2 days left to answer.
Additional Details
By he way he blocked me on facebook guys....
He infact has never had a girlfriend...only like 3 people have ever hada crush on him not including me in the past 5 years..
people have asked him out for me...but he said no because he doesn't like me..my friends say that he will come around because no one likes him...IDK
I think he blocked me on facebook because he probably thought that I would talk to him.., maybe he just didnt want the relationship to work..but what should i say to him if that;s what I need to do..