Internet scandal with celeb?

[lisa j]

This may sound weird or not true but just hear me out. I've been a member for 5 years of an entertainment/gossip message board that talks about celebrities and also other stuff too. At times i have said mean things about them. Anyways last year I developed this crush on a huge rb singer (TS) and got to the point where I was suppose to meet him but never did. kinda first got in touch on twitter

So anyways some celebrities or people in the entertain have caught on my association with this singer and have been reading posts that I made in the past, It got to the point that I had to stop talking so much on this message board, or say only nice things to not offend them Anyways for the last months everything, has become a mess between me & this celebrity, alot of crazy things has been said/we had a lot of drama and I'm seen in a very bad light of course but they still pay attention alot of my stuff on the web, (youtube, facebook) alot of them have said mean things to me indirectly and don't like me.

Now I won't lie I can see myself working in the entertainment industry in the future, or maybe not. But it I created this hugh mess and I just want to get rid of it, I have never even met these people, what do I do?!