Please help! How can I except the truth?

[sin pensar]

Hi Beth, honestly, sometimes, the best way to accept the truth is to replace it with reality. You said you haven't had a best friend in years, so you are probably lonely and using this "character" to fill the void in your life you want filled. What I would recommend, which I know is easier said than done, is to try and find a friend to replace the "character" you have befriended in your mind. If you would like, I would be happy to be your friend, like a pen pal. We wouldn't have to exchange names or pictures or anything, just a friend to talk to through email when you need someone to converse with. Well, either way, I hope that you can figure this out and that you are able to slowly accept the truth that you know. If you do decide to be pen pals email me through this yahoo answers thing and we can go from there. Take care.